What shall I do

I want to forget you... and i tried... but my heart reject it...

I don't like this feeling that wake up from sad dream every day.... it is horrible... how can I avoid to dream of you?????

day by day, night by night... I scared to sleep, because every time I fall in slept, I dreamd about you with huge sadness.... and every morning, I need couple of hours to recover myself....

It is very very very very very painful.... like each day, my dream hurt my heart, again and again...

how to stop it?

Deep Breath? but even breath... it hurts from throat to heart through lung...

Lots of sadness...